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Looking for any lost fics


This is a bit of a longshot, but I've just watched Brokeback Mountain and I'm dying to read some fic. I've read pretty much everything still up, but I'd be extremely grateful for any lost gems that anyone might have saved, or can point me in a direction to ask.

I'll love anything I'm sent, but I'm particularly interested in:
"Somebody New" by Jenna Hilary Sinclair
"Beans and Crazies" by montana_crows
"If I Asked" by midwest_girl
"For a Little While" and "Some Silver Lining" by maidenofthesea

Fic Finding

heyo! i'm very, very late to the party (watched brokeback for the first time on 10/10/18) and am distraught over the fact that a lot of the old, renowned fics are just... gone. if anyone has a copy of the fics below (or of fics that have been deleted!) please send them to (i've been scouring bettermost, etc. for copies of them, but so far have had no luck. feel free to send any of your favorite works, as well!)

EDIT (Dec 4): wow, the outpouring of emails over the last two months has been awesome! i'm so glad this community is still alive and kicking even after so many years. i'm still looking for fics! the ones below are a few i haven't been able to track down copies of. Shoot me an email if you have any c:

any fics by lovehurts4ever
Nothing But Time by leorising
Guilty Pleasure by Cornflakes
The Gambler by rt_in_town
Wave on Wave
Best Friends Forever
Mason Dixon by b73
Confessions by b73
Robinville by b73
Middle of Nowhere by poppyhoney
One Little Thing by Sandscrit
Headlong by Sandscrit
True Colors by Heathyluv
Half of the Other by Clearflow (Bagel1)
12 days of Christmas by Montana Crows and fizzerbass
Cigarette Trace by Minchout
The Dry Spell by Minchout
Home by Minchout

Deleted Fics

Hi friends,

I'm looking for a copy of "If I Asked" by Midwest-Girl. I have been promised it's a very good read.

I just finished watching the movie Brokeback Mountain and am disappointed I missed all the hype and inspired fan works. I hope that some of you have some left saved on your hard drives. Please feel welcome to send some of your favorite works my way.

All the best.
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All I want

I wonder if anyone has the fic called "All I want" by (I think) wannabebrit.  I know it wasn't completed, but I would still like to read up until that point. I remember really loving it at the time.
My email is


Fic search

Hey y'all,

not sure how active this community still is but way back then this and Brokebackslash was the place to ask these kind of questions. I was part of the BBM fandom when it was still in its infancy and I've recently rewatched the movie and fell in love all over again. But checking out the old fics yielded some disappointments, so many of them got deleted. Which brings me to my question. Did anyone by any chance save the following stories and is willing to share them?

- Some Silver Lining and the sequels by maidenofthesea
- Beans and Crazies by montana_crow
- SN by Jenna Sinclair
- If I asked by Midwest_Girl

In any case, thanks for the help y'all.
and Carman, Teddy, age 7 yr 8 mo

Searching for long time removed fanfic, "Roots" by 271 Horses


This was a spectacular Earl/Rich prequel to the events of Brokeback Mountain that was much praised at the time. many saying it may have been one of the best fanfics ever written. I read this many years ago, much of it is still seared in my memory - and many readers felt the same way as I did. I wish I had the sense at the time to try to save it before the author removed it, but alas it didn't happen. I would love to read this again. Anyone know where it could be found?

Best Regards!
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If I Asked/Somebody New

Hello Friends!

I am shockingly new to the fandom (like within the last 2 months) but I have been happily devouring fic after fic!
I've finished reading (for the second time) Jenna Hilary Sinclair's amazing 'Force of Nature' fics and I'm desperately searching for the prequel "Somebody New"
I'm also looking for Midwest_girl's fic "If I Asked' because I've heard its also amazing.

Also anything else that you reckon is a must read in the Brokeback fandom!

My email address is:

much love

Can’t Stand It -V77

Title: Can’t Stand It - Vignettes
Rating: NC-17 for the whole story
Genre: au
Summary: Jack drives to Wyoming when he hears about Ennis’ divorce. He does not react well to Ennis sending him away.
Warnings: Angst, bad grammar, death and I like happily ever after.
Disclaimer: I borrowed these characters and I make no money from this.
Feedback: Yes, be honest- just be nice about it. I’m sorry that I write the lamest responses.

Not sure if I’m doing this correctly.